There are many days that I think about you. How you fought so hard and for so long trying to win your battle with CF. How I want to be like you, all smiles and such trying to be so strong.
I took a vow to myself that I would keep going and keep on fighting for you and all the other CF'ers in Heaven. I don't want CF to win. I want to win this battle. And I will. I will keep fighting for you and everybody else.
When I saw on Facebook that you had taken your last breath and that you are now breathing easy in Heaven, I broke down in tears. I felt like the world just fell away. I'm being totally serious about this. I felt like I was really close to you even though we only talked a few times now and then. I felt like you were a little sister to me. My heart literally broke and I was asking myself why? Why God? Why take such a beautiful young girl who was trying to fight so hard and to live as long as she could? Why? I will never figure that out. I always wonder, who's next? Will it be me? Will it be somebody else I know and I'm friends with on Facebook? It's hard to become friends with other CF'ers but I feel like we all connect better with each other than with other people. Yeahh, it's going to be hard when they go. But we'll know that they fought as hard they possibly could like you did.
I miss you. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. We all miss you, my love.
Breathe Easy, Beautiful. Breathe Easy.
Love,
Jocelyn <3
Dedicated to:
Harriet Sheehan
Cyster to all us CF'ers
We love you so much
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