Dear sweet husband of mine,
Sometimes I can't believe that you're actually mine. Like you are mine forever. It's just hard for me to believe sometimes because I never thought that I would find anybody as great as you.
When I leave you love letters or little notes on facebook, I really don't care who knows about our love life. Our love life, I think, is romantic. But probably almost every girl thinks their relationship is romantic. But we have a lot of story to tell in our relationship. I think one day I'd like to write about our relationship and our marriage. A lot may has happened in the past year, a lot of ups and many downs to our relationship but all in all, it's been pretty good, don't you think? One day I'd love to write about us. I think it would be of interest to some people. It's very interesting in my opinion.
We have a lot of love for each other, don't we? Sometimes I forget how much you love me and how much love you have for me. I love that you love me so much. It makes me feel so special and very very loved.
When I'm around you, you make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. Sometimes I wonder, out of all the girls in this world, why choose me? Why would you want a girl like me? A sick girl like me? A messed up girl like me? I don't get at times. But a lot of the time I don't really think about it because you don't really care about all that. Yeahh, you care that I'm sick and you're always there for me. But you don't care that you married such a sickly young girl who gets sick like all the time and you don't care about my past. You don't care what has happened to me in the past. You just love me for me. The person I am today. Not the person I was in the past. Not the person who was so messed up in the past. The person I am now. And I love you for that. You chose me and sometimes I wonder why but in the end I know it was for a reason. I'll never fully understand why me but oh well.
I feel like a queen when I'm with you. You like to show others that I'm yours even though sometimes you may not know you do it. I notice at times. And that makes me feel good. To know that you want to show others that I am yours and you are not sharing. Which is fine by me. I only want you too.
There is nobody else out there for me. Nobody who can care for me so much. Nobody who can love me like you love me. Nobody who would be willing to be my side throughout my sickness. I wish every girl with a sickness could find a guy like you. I'm sure there are more guys like you out there. But I'm glad I got to you first. Because you're exactly what I needed. And I'm never letting you go. You will always be mine and mine forever. Until the day I die.
I love you so much. You know that. There are no more words to describe how much I truly do love you. I am so in love with you. I am yours and you are mine. Forever and Always <3
Love,
Your wife, Jocelyn Nicole Green
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