For Harriet(:

Hello Beautiful <3
There are many days that I think about you. How you fought so hard and for so long trying to win your battle with CF. How I want to be like you, all smiles and such trying to be so strong.
I took a vow to myself that I would keep going and keep on fighting for you and all the other CF'ers in Heaven. I don't want CF to win. I want to win this battle. And I will. I will keep fighting for you and everybody else.
When I saw on Facebook that you had taken your last breath and that you are now breathing easy in Heaven, I broke down in tears. I felt like the world just fell away. I'm being totally serious about this. I felt like I was really close to you even though we only talked a few times now and then. I felt like you were a little sister to me. My heart literally broke and I was asking myself why? Why God? Why take such a beautiful young girl who was trying to fight so hard and to live as long as she could? Why? I will never figure that out. I always wonder, who's next? Will it be me? Will it be somebody else I know and I'm friends with on Facebook? It's hard to become friends with other CF'ers but I feel like we all connect better with each other than with other people. Yeahh, it's going to be hard when they go. But we'll know that they fought as hard they possibly could like you did.
I miss you. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. We all miss you, my love.
Breathe Easy, Beautiful. Breathe Easy.
Love,
Jocelyn <3

Dedicated to:

Harriet Sheehan

Cyster to all us CF'ers

We love you so much

I Love

I love:  Your kisses. When you kiss me it feels like the whole world just falls away and it's just you and I. Like nothing else in the world matters. Nothing else exists except for you and I.

I love: Your hugs. When you hug me everything feels right. Sometimes I wish we could just mold our bodies into one.

I love: When you hold me. I feel like I can never get close enough to you.

I love: Your arms around me. Same thing as holding me and hugging me. When you put your arms around me when you hold me or give me a hug, everything feels so right. Like we really were meant to be together.

I love: Your smile. I love it when I see that smile of yours. You're so cute. I love to make you smile.

I love: Your laugh. I love to hear you laugh. Your laughter is like music to my ears. I love to make you laugh and I love it when you laugh at my stupidity sometimes. My blondeness I should say. It makes me feel good when I hear you laugh.

I love:  That you're always there for me. You always try to make me feel better. You hate it when I cry and you always try to make me feel better.

I love: When you try to make me smile. You always know how to put a smile on my face even when I'm bawling my eyes out. No matter what, you can always make me smile.

I love: When you tell me everything is going to be okay. Because you're the only one I can believe when you tell me that. When you tell me that, I know everything will be okay. Because it turns out, everything really is okay. Everything ends up turning out just fine. But only when you say it. I don't know how, I don't know why. But you're the only one I can believe.

I love: Hearing you say, "I love you". That is like the best thing that I love hearing you say. It makes me feel like I am the only girl in the world and the only one you care about. I know I am the only one you love. You are the only I love too.

I love: You. Almost everything about you. You have your flaws and I know I have mine. But almost everything about you is just perfect to me. I know nobody is perfect but in my eyes, you are the perfect husband for me. And I love all these things about you and many more. But these are the ones I wanted to point out to you.

I love you so much. You already know that. I can never say it enough. I love hearing you say it and I know you love hearing me say it. You are amazing and awesome and very loving and affectionate and very passionate about me and so patient and caring and I love you for it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. To the end of the universe and back a trillion times infinity! You are the only one for me. My one true love. You have my heart forever baby. Forever and Always!

By:

Jocelyn Nicole Green

Wife of Ryan Green

A Letter for my Sweet Hubby

Dear sweet husband of mine,
Sometimes I can't believe that you're actually mine. Like you are mine forever. It's just hard for me to believe sometimes because I never thought that I would find anybody as great as you.
When I leave you love letters or little notes on facebook, I really don't care who knows about our love life. Our love life, I think, is romantic. But probably almost every girl thinks their relationship is romantic. But we have a lot of story to tell in our relationship. I think one day I'd like to write about our relationship and our marriage. A lot may has happened in the past year, a lot of ups and many downs to our relationship but all in all, it's been pretty good, don't you think? One day I'd love to write about us. I think it would be of interest to some people. It's very interesting in my opinion.
We have a lot of love for each other, don't we? Sometimes I forget how much you love me and how much love you have for me. I love that you love me so much. It makes me feel so special and very very loved.
When I'm around you, you make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. Sometimes I wonder, out of all the girls in this world, why choose me? Why would you want a girl like me? A sick girl like me? A messed up girl like me? I don't get at times. But a lot of the time I don't really think about it because you don't really care about all that. Yeahh, you care that I'm sick and you're always there for me. But you don't care that you married such a sickly young girl who gets sick like all the time and you don't care about my past. You don't care what has happened to me in the past. You just love me for me. The person I am today. Not the person I was in the past. Not the person who was so messed up in the past. The person I am now. And I love you for that. You chose me and sometimes I wonder why but in the end I know it was for a reason. I'll never fully understand why me but oh well.
I feel like a queen when I'm with you. You like to show others that I'm yours even though sometimes you may not know you do it. I notice at times. And that makes me feel good. To know that you want to show others that I am yours and you are not sharing. Which is fine by me. I only want you too.
There is nobody else out there for me. Nobody who can care for me so much. Nobody who can love me like you love me. Nobody who would be willing to be my side throughout my sickness. I wish every girl with a sickness could find a guy like you. I'm sure there are more guys like you out there. But I'm glad I got to you first. Because you're exactly what I needed. And I'm never letting you go. You will always be mine and mine forever. Until the day I die.
I love you so much. You know that. There are no more words to describe how much I truly do love you. I am so in love with you. I am yours and you are mine. Forever and Always <3
Love,
Your wife, Jocelyn Nicole Green

Letter from God

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.         Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.                 Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.         Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image.                 Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.         Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring.                         Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived.                 Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.                 Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in
my book.                                         Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where
you would live.                         Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.         Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb.                 Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born.         Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete
expression of love.                                 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.         1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.         Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father.                         Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.         James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.                 Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope . Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love.                 Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand
on the seashore.                         Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing.                 Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you.                 Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession.                 Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.         Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.         Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.         Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.         Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires.                 Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could
possibly imagine.                                 Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager.                         2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.         2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.         Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close
to my heart.                                 Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.         Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered
on this earth.                                 Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love
my son, Jesus.                                 John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.         John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being.                 Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.         Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.         2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.         2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.         1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven
has ever seen.                                 Luke 15:7

The Day I met You

The day I met you, I did not expect anything to happen. That day was just an ordinary day for me. I went to work expecting to work and then just go home. I did not expect to meet you. I thought you were very handsome, yes, but I did not expect it to go any farther than just a smile. You tell me that you fell in love with me at first sight and you knew I was the one. Well, I hate to break it to you but that was not it for me. I thought you were just a guy and I was just a girl and nothing was going to happen. Nothing but a small smile exchanged between the two of us. I'm glad now that you knew there was something more. I wish now that I knew there was the first moment I saw you. I wasn't thinking. Now that I think back on it though, I think I had maybe the slightest clue something would happen.
The day I met you, now that I think back on it, I think I did fall in love with you just a little bit. I fell in love with that smile of yours. Our first date is when I really fell in love with you. Because I couldn't wait for you to be mine. I practically asked you to be my boyfriend the next day. I couldn't wait for you to be mine forever. I wanted you forever and I didn't want anybody else.
The day I met you, I sure didn't think that I was going to marry you. But later on down the road, I knew you were the one for me and I couldn't wait to marry you. No matter what day or how soon it would've been, you know I would've said yes. I might have said yes had you asked me on our first date. Might have. Just might.
The day I met you, I didn't know that I was going to love you so much. I didn't know that I was going to be so in love with you. I didn't know that I was going to miss you so much even if you just went to work. I didn't know that I was going to feel like I couldn't live without you. I didn't know that you were going to have so much love for me.
My wonderful husband, I love you. You are the only one for me. You are my one true love. You are the most amazing man on this earth and the only one who can love me so much. I don't get it at times but oh well. Maybe I'm not supposed to understand the love you have for me. But that's ok. All that matters to me is that I love you and you love me. Nothing can tear us apart. I love you.

By:

Jocelyn Nicole Green