Falling In Love

Falling in love isn't easy. But that's just me. For some people it may be easy to fall in love. It's not very easy for me. I've only been in love twice. Once with my high school boyfriend and the second time with my husband. (I'm pretty sure the first time with my high school boyfriend was just a little infatuation more than being in love. I may have been in love but not truly). To be completely honest, I didn't fall in love with my husband until a year after we were married. I loved him yes, but I wasn't truly in love with him.

I got married at a young age. Eighteen to be exact. I loved my husband very much. But I didn't know I was in love with him until a year after I was married. I know that sounds awful. But we got married after only 3 months of dating. I didn't know I was truly in love with him because I didn't exactly know what being in love felt like. I thought I found it in high school but I don't think it was true love.

Being in love is the best feeling ever. Being in love is like floating on cloud nine. When you're in love, you'll do anything for that person. When you're in love, you care about someone so much that your happiness doesn't matter anymore - just theirs. There's nothing you won't do for them, you just want them to be happy. They fill you with wonder, you are completely amazed by them. And when you are in love with someone, you'll even let them be with someone else if they can be happier without you. Its a feeling that runs so deep it conquers everything. You're not afraid of anything. All you want is them, and their happiness. They are your number one priority, over yourself and everything you know. They are your world. And you can only wish to be theirs. This is the way I feel with my husband.

Before I knew I was truly in love with him, I thought about me all the time. I thought about my happiness. I didn't care if he was happy. I did a little but I thought about my happiness more often than his. Which is an awful thing to say. I was an awful wife our first year together. Or at least I thought I was. I've grown up a little. I'm almost 21 years old now. I'm so in love with my husband, that there are no words to describe how I feel about him. Being in love is the best feeling in the world. Find someone that means to world to you. Put their happiness before yours. Don't think about you all the time. You have to think about them too. Being married to someone is a good feeling too. I married the most amazing man ever. He is the love of my life. Find someone to fall in love with. You'll be amazed at what you'll both do for each other. At what lengths you'll go to, to make them happy.

Make sure you fall in love with the right person. You'll both be happy for eternity :)