- Caring. He cares about me a lot. He cares whether I take care of myself or I don't. He's always trying to help me to remember to do things. And I really do appreciate it even though it may not seem like that to him. Although I probably wouldn't admit it to him, it is helpful at times. I do forget sometimes and I don't like to admit that I do. He probably already knows that. I love how he's always trying to educate himself on things. Asking me what this or that is. He cares about my health and he's trying to keep me alive for as long as possible. He cares about me so much.
- Understanding. Nobody ever understands how frustrating it is trying to remember to do everything with having CF and actually doing it. It's a pain in the ass. Only the people closest to me really know what I go through. And even then, not always everything. Ryan has seen me go through a lot since we've been together and I feel like he somewhat understands. He's always there for me and trying to understand how I feel.
- Loving. Where to begin there...? He told me 5 days after we started dating that he loved me. His love for me is like so overwhelming to me. I never knew someone could have so much love for one person. One person! That's a lot of love! I could never quite grasp the love that he has for me. It's just so overpowering. It definitely overpowers mine. He loves me more than any other guy has ever loved me before. I feel like he loves me more than anybody else in the whole entire world. And I love him for that. He loves me so much and I just don't get how. I will probably never understand how he loves me so much.
- Passionate and Affectionate. Those two go together. He's passionate and affectionate in every way possible. He's passionate about us and he shows affection all the time. He's constantly near me which may bother me at times but honestly I love it. I love it that he likes to be around me all the time. Yes, I sometimes need space but that's just every girl. Honestly, I love that he wants to be around me all the time. Because I hate being alone. And it just shows that he loves me very much and it shows me how special I am to him. When we were dating, he'd always like to be close to me every time we were together. He still likes to be close to me. I love how he's always wanting to be close and cuddling. I love being close to him. I feel like I never get close enough like we could somehow mold our bodies together. He's so affectionate and I love it. It makes me feel wanted all the time. I love being in his arms.
- Devoted. He is definitely devoted to our marriage. He sure doesn't want to let me go. He will fight to keep me in any way possible. He is devoted to us and our marriage and keeping us together. Trust me, I've tried a few times in the past to leave. But he is so determined to make this work, to make our marriage work. It just gets frustrating at times but in the end, I am totally devoted to him too.
I am totally 100% in love with my husband. I love all the little things he does for me and all the big things he does for me. I love how he will try to do anything to make me happy. He will always have my heart. I'm pretty sure he captured my heart the moment he asked me out on our first date. Because by the end of that night, I was so eager to start dating him. I wanted this man and I wanted him all to myself. I had found the man I had been looking for and I wasn't going to let him go. I'm stupid to have tried to let him go since we've been married. He has been nothing but loving and caring and has always been there for me. He may not be perfect but hey, no man is. I know I'm not perfect and he still loves me after everything I've put him through. But at the end of each day(or night), I know he will always love me no matter what. And I love him so very much and I don't ever want to lose him. I need him and I know he needs me too. I'm nothing without him. He completes me. He is my whole world and nothing will get in the way of our marriage. Nobody. When we go out together, I don't pay attention to anybody else or what other people think. It's like nobody else exists and it's just us. Like the rest of the world disappears and nobody else matters. It's just us and that's all that matters. I love him and I can't tell him that enough. I love telling him that I love him and I love showing him how much I love him. I just wish there were more words to tell him how much I really do love him and how much I want to be with him for rest of my life. He's the only one for me. He's my husband and I love him SO much.
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